Ban Appeal: Db696

[Toxic96]

Minecraft Username:
Db696

Reason for being banned:

Bringing to light private conversations, that where meant to stay private. Being an immature prick to people that did not deserve any disrespect from myself and my friends. Absuing creative mode while an administrator.

Appeal Statement:

I've been gone for a long time, before i say anything, just know that this isnt some sort of sob story. The events that are about to follow changed me into the man i am today, all of this started after i was banned of course. After i was banned i knew i deserved it, and i knew what i was doing. So i just moved on with life, ya know. After highschool ended i moved away from my parents, 200 miles to a town called college station texas. I figured life was grand, i was moving forward. I was wrong. At the time i was working at walmart, transferred from the boerne store that me and kjhmario worked at. I was only working for 3 days in college station before the company lost all of my paperwork and files from the transfer. Needless to say they pretty much forgot i worked there and never scheduled me, so i was effectively laid off. I was unemployed for 3 to 4 months, during this time span my weight dropped from 140lbs to 125lbs. I then started to get extremely depressed and drank heavily to try and cope with other misfortunes that i had. After 3 to 4 months a friend got me a job at a website design company he works at. Ive worked with amazing people who have helped me through a nasty addiction to marijuana and alcohol. Since getting that job 9 or 10 months ago, ive been rebuilding my life and resculpting myself into the person i want to be. Ive seen doctors, and been prescribed a daily dose of prozac to counter the depression. My grades have gone back to normal, im not depressed anymore. All im trying to say is, after going through a hellish nightmare of a year and one suicide attempt, you are granted a gift of hindsight. I know that all of my previous actions regarding you and everyone else have been down right immature and unnecessary, but i miss the community and the server more than i ever had. I would have no issue if by chance you did accept this appeal and enstate restrictions on my account such as a perma mute, and a ban from getting promoted to staff. I just want to be a piece of the community again, thats all.

You all have my deepest apologies, I'm sorry for everything. Regardless of the end status of this appeal, my support goes out to you and the community. I hope it continues to flourish and provide memories similar to my own to all who decide to make Renegades their home.

Thank you for your time
-Austin, AKA Db696

[Pri]

I have read your entire message and I will discuss it with some of the other staff members and then make a decision whether to unban you.

[Toxic96]

Thank you, I appreciate your time.

[Pri]

After talking it over with other staff members and getting their thoughts and taking everything into consideration including your words here I have decided not to unban you.

The server is in a great spot right now, I don't feel that you'll get much out of rejoining the server after being away so long. I don't feel that it will benefit the server or you and your personal development.

I think you would be better focusing on your studies and staying sober without distractions. I hope you continue to grow as a person, it's not easy reinventing ones self but I think you're on that track and you obviously know that too with what you said in your opening post.

Good luck on your journey :)

[Toxic96]

Thank you very much, this means a great deal to me.

[AdrianL11]

Good luck Austin. Hope you continue doing well.